03/11/24
I'M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE!! i recently just got over a big sick. and i am still in pain so there's that!! i feel a lot better which is a good thing, my head still feels horrid. uh halloween happened and i slept through it all cause...i was sick. last night however, i had this random burst of energy and made a whole shrine so again, that's something. i have noticed i suck at writing in journals, which is why i never stuck to one as a kid, but i loved notebooks. also, october fucking sucked ass for me. i hope november is better and i'm hopinh for a good festive season come december cause i love christmas!!! but yeah.
signing off! jay
25/10/24
hello i am nursing a cold and i am very very very very miserable!!! i have been filling up my time by sleeping, eating and watching the spanish princess, and now the tudors because i am a WHORE for the tudor era. idk why. i think i could have fixed henry (BIG JOKE PLS). i have nothing else to say i am sorry. one day i will be able to right something big and sexy here instead of complaints
signing off! jay
16/10/24
ignore like everything past this entry, i just filled it with really super old shit to make this look decent lmao!! i have neglected my site for months on end until now, i am revamping everything here so some links are a) old af and b) not working. bear with me during this time and stick around for more shit idk!!! i am trying!
signing off! jay
09/04/24
guess who's back? back again? i am back! tell a friend! hiiii where to begin... oh! i have done a few more pages on here which i am happy with.. a vampire diaries shrine and a little game room thingie! epic win!!
honestly still trying to figure out what else i'd like to do but i am chilling for now~ my younger sister is currently in hospital getting braces... yes, in hospital or braces. really it's because she needs to be sedated or she freaks out haha... oh and four teeth removed so i think it's for the best. but i'm lowkey kinda jealous! on one hand, i hate the dentist please sedate me whenever i need to get something done, thank you! and on another hand; my teeth have always been perfectly straight with zero issues (aside from cavities of well) so i never needed braces but allll my friends had them and i thought they looked so cute sigh... what i wouldn't give to be natrually ginger and had braces... maybe in another life!
also jealous of americans rn, so not fair that england never sees eclipses because it's always waaaay too cloudly over here so even if there was an eclipse directly over us, we wouldn't notice anthing. i can't remember the last time i saw stars in the sky because it's so bloody cloudy!!!!!!! i hate it.
anyway that's enough complaining from me!
signing off! jay
06/04/24
hellooooooo!!! it's meeeee back again with a new layout for my little blog / journal update thing! finally figured out how to work status cafe too yay!! i recently (as most people know) updated my index layout too and i am so in love with it! for so long i wanted something super oldweb, y2k, all over the place and messy and i finally achived it! i am reworking all my sites to have a more nostalgic look and feel, i am pretty happy with this site, but i am always adding more and reworking things! do you like my little misa on top? i think she's cute and i love these adorable ichigo (tokyo mew mew) gifs and icons! i am just becoming so much more confident and happy with neocities and all my neighbours are so lovely, i love interacting with you all so much! on my first website, i was angery and frustrated and didn't interact with anyone because of it... but i have changed and i am so excited for the future of this site! will keep this updated (hopefully) and will try to keep my status cafe updated too!! below are old enteries!
signing off! jay
04/03/24
it's monday and everyone hates mondays. my dog, mishka is currently as i am typing this, in surgery. she is getting spayed. she needs this because our other dog is a male and he is a horny asshole. and although puppies would be cute, we don't have the financial means to take care of anymore pets, not trusting anyone to take care of the puppies: their breed is belgian malinois who are very demanding dogs and they are a common breed in shelters. we don't want to add to that. and of course, our little mishka is a very petite fragile girl. she was just born that way, vets have told us she wouldn't handle having puppies.
cats are easier when it comes to spaying and such, but dogs are interesting... they don't do well under anaesthesia. and as we suspected, mishka's heart stopped. don't worry!! she is good now, it is very common for dogs for their hearts to stop or to stop breathing. everything is okay and her vets are amazing. but it is still not a phone call you want to get.
so i'm just trying to relax, mess around with html and chill. that's all. i will keep everyone updates on how mishka is doing soon!
edit april 6th: mishka is fine and doing well but still recovering!
